My Darling Bryan, it was our 29 th wedding anniversary on Sunday and it was so hard. I miss you beyond word and wish you were here with me. Its hard to cope without you. I wish it had been me not you as I think you would be coping better.Some People don't seem to understand my hurt and upset. If only I could have one more day together. Life is not the same without you. Love you oodles xxx ♥